Saturday 4 September 2010

OOTD

The Black Rose







This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, are normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...
(Poem from the internet).










The Black Rose... The Story Of A Broken-Hearted Girl. Ok today, I wanted to achieve an emo- emotional look today. It was pretty fun, I wore a black laced boob-tube with a black skirt and flats from Next. The only bright colour I wore was the bright red lipstick.

This outfit had nothing to do with my mood but I felt it may have portrayed a vintage, emo feel to others. I believe the emo, vintage feel could relate to broken hearts and emotional quotes. I posted a poem above from the internet to go with the whole theme.










































The End.
"Thanks for pushing me away. You just gave me another chance to live my life how it should be. I'll be no broken hearted girl." (quote from the internet).

14 comments:

Anonymous said...

I like it a lot very unique :]
that's what we should call you (la rosa negra) the black rose

Princess Feef said...

super lovely =)
and i love the flats ,, aww cute

INTRO TO MY LIFE said...

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Jamie-Lee Burns said...

you look very beautiful x

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Sharon said...

this post is very nice but yet so moving,..nways u look amazing darling..that dress is cute&ur lips...pretty..that red is so bold yet beautiful obn ya.U r beautiful&gor as always..love love it.. Thanx for sharing babe

Federica F. said...

Nice necklace!
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Anonymous said...

Great story, and a wonderful outfit! That necklace is ah-mazing!

la bovaryste said...

i love your dress *.* soooo nice!
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Lara said...

Really nice dress!!

Thanks for stopping by and for your lovely comment

Kisses
Lara

Ashley [Free Honey] said...

I don't think you look emo - I think you look pretty and girly. Emo is more of a state of mind then a color palette, if you ask me.

xoxo, Ashley

style-haus said...

cute dress...love the lace detail at the top.

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Unknown said...

This dress is soo beautiful:) And the necklace fits perfectly:)

Thanks for your nice comment:) Have you already joined my giveaway? I'd love you to stop by and check it out:)

Have a nice Saturday night;)

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verotronik said...

in love with your shoes!!!!
thank for stopping by!!

Veronica
Blame it on the boogie

Tanya said...

@that BADass seƱorita- Thank you.

@Princess Feef- thank you

@INTRO TO MY LIFE- thank you chick :)

@jamie-lee-aww Thank you so much :)

@Sharon-Thank you sweetie :) awww I love red lips thank you, you are beautiful too.

@Federica Fasoli-Thank you :)

@Dee-aww thank you!!! :)

@Elisa Bochicchio-Thank you sweetie :)

@Lara-Thank you and your welcome

@Ashley-Yes you are right and thank you :)

@style-haus-aww thank you :)

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